Dualism of The Kent Bull

Who’s your role model? Regardless if they are real or fantasy, who teaches you about the realism of life itself? Jesus, Buddha, Homer, Bugs Bunny? Who displays great power within but must mask that power in a world of weakness without compromise and a golden standard of living.

Let’s take the few examples above, excluding Bugs Bunny of course. Jesus, Buddha and Homer didn’t have to punch a clock.  All their needs seemed to be met. But that was for a reason, because each of them, like many others, are teachers to help us navigate through the greatest labyrinth ever created…THE HUMAN PSYCHE.  So practically their lifestyle isn’t a complete way of show us how to live in this world, with skinned knees, dog bites and car wrecks.  While we are trying to solve the riddle of Love Thy Neighbor as you love THYSELF, rent still has to be paid and wounds still need mending.  

So I ask the question again, who is your role model? Who teaches you to function in this world while trying to find the golden threads to get you out your own mental maze and save others?

Any story that is formed from the mind of man or the Labyrinth of Life has left behind a trace to a ton of symbolism, regardless if they intended it or not. Since I’m using Mazes let’s look at the below myth as a starting point towards an answer.

There was a great inventor named Daedalus, a.k.a. Corrupted Necessity. He served King Minos, a.k.a. King Hubris. The story actually starts with the measures Minos takes to become the King.  Desperate to become king, Minos made a pact with Poseidon a.k.a. Cause. This pact was to ensure his place on the throne.  Side bar: Poseidon is the God of the Sea and a sea represent the state of mankind as a whole a.k.a. Society. So basically King Minos pimped a.k.a. Manipulated the system to become King. By false promises and trickery. (The Politician’s Creed)

The Pact forged between Poseidon and Minos produced the legendary White Bull from the sea, which had to be sacrificed AFTER Minos becomes king.  So let’s continue to breakdown some symbols in this part. Starting with Sacrifice, which is the giving up something that usually hurts (burns) to release. There is no such thing as a sacrifice without the hurting release.  I could have a blog on that alone, starting with Cain and Abel. [Mental note to write that blog].

A Bull symbolizes stubbornness, strong will, strength, and power. There’s no accident that this is a bull and not some other kind of animal.  A white bull symbolizes glad tidings and profits.

Good Tidings – Tidings is an old-fashioned word for recent news. If someone says "I bring you good tidings!" it means they have information to share that you'll probably like. Even though this word appears to be related to tide, the word “tidings” is actually thought to come from the Old English word tidan, which means “to happen”. (Google Search on Good Tidings).

Let’s break it down so far. Because of Minos’ stubbornness, strong will, strength and power, he was giving some good news to share that would surely put him on the throne, however the cost was to let go of something that would hurt, which I believe was his pride. Key point, Minos possessed strong will, strength, and power. Can you imagine those same attributes without pride getting in the way? What a great king he could’ve been. As with many of our own world leaders that possess those same attributes.

Let’s continue. This White Bull came from the sea, that’s the Tell Tale sign of his society’s cry through their gathered emotional state. Minos KNOWING the needs of the people could not…or WOULD NOT let go of his own selfish pride, hence trickery and the keeping of the White Bull from the sea, as some form of trophy to reflect his own self greatness.

Next character in our story is Minos’ wife, Pasiphae a.k.a. Cretin. Side bar, I can’t help but to think of the words Passive and pacify, with the name Pasiphae. Which helps the development of her character traits? I see her as a passive fool. Most likely Passive Aggressive Fool. Com’on think about it. What kind of wives do Prideful strong-willed men of power have? They have trophy wives. Side bar: I had this middle-aged friend of mine, who was dating this nag of a woman. She was always underappreciated and needed a lot of emotional praising. I happened to be present during one of their MANY arguments, where he yelled, you must have been really pretty when you were young, because you are too high maintenance.” That statement stayed with me, because I had family members that were FINE as young women that were PROS at being Passive Aggressive.

Because of Poseidon a.k.a. CAUSE, Queen Pasiphae became obsessed with the White Bull, which is now a Trophy of Manipulation of the People’s cry. WHOA…a Passive Aggressive person in love with the manipulation of the people’s cry. That is the perfect By Proxy Disease scenario. And the only thing that can be birth by such a union is a Beast. It’s a mutated half human creature that can’t be nursed or controlled. And becomes a true predator themselves. Hence their society’s beast of burden the Minotaur.

The Hubris King a.k.a. Minos was more the beast’s father than the White Bull itself. Ironically, even Minos himself, couldn’t destroy or control the Minotaur. Therefore he demanded Daedalus (Corrupt Necessity) to build a labyrinth that the Minotaur could not escape from a.k.a. Oppression through the maze of illusion.  The Minotaur is the product of Pride, Trickery, Corruption and Foolishness.

Side Bar: When I think of the Minotaur I think of people who are actually missing a chunk out of their soul. The Nazis, The KKK, Terrorist, Serial Killers, Rapist, Pedophiles and Human traffickers. They are Human Hybrids. Predator Beast that cannot be nursed or controlled.

Per TedEd, The Scientific Origins of the Minotaur video (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2aoIs-5zqoI) shares how the original Minotaur myth never truly described how the Minotaur looked physical.

This story does have its sacrifices, but not the one needed one from King Minos.  It was the sacrifice of innocence. Seven virgin males and seven virgin females, which is a heck of a metaphor for society’s youths. Not to mention it’s one of the rare stories where males were also sacrifice, which is a major sign post in my opinion.  This whole story of the Minotaur is either a repeated cycles we fail to correct in our societies or it’s the same cycle that has snowballed into this massive glob of insurrection turned inward.

The story isn’t over yet, here is where my story comes full circle and I take you back the original question, of Role Model. Before I do, I want to point out that the Myth of the Minotaur is a, “As Above So below” type of story. Being it has depth on multiple levels. It can symbolize the world around us; however it can also symbolize the world within us. We all play one or more characters in this tale. Hubris, Foolishness and Darkness.  As mentioned above we are oppressed within the strongest Labyrinth ever known…our psyche.

Usually oppression programs us to believe we are not powerful. Through this reprogramming of weakness, we can’t see the keys of our release that is placed right there in front of us. Let’s go back to the myth for a moment. Couldn’t the Minotaur follow the scent of Innocent all the way back to the entrance? Why did the Innocent and the Minotaur go so deep into the labyrinth, just to get lost in the first place? Trickery, that’s how! The only way to get an uncontrolled beast lost is by trickery and it’s kept there by illusion. The same with the Innocent; trickery followed by illusion then destruction.

Theseus is the hero of the story. Through his own trickery brought to him by love, has a failsafe to withstand the seductive trickery of being lost within the Labyrinth and destroying the Minotaur. Side bar: Notice Theseus name is These Us. That’s worth meditating on. These is plural for the word This. Us a.k.a. We is plural for Me. This me

Theseus is you and me; it’s Us through you or Us through me. So let’s call Theseus…ThisMe. And who is this me. It’s a hint to overcoming the trickery of the Labyrinth. Side bar: There is an energy behind words. Let’s look at the word Labyrinth itself. Personally, laby combines the word Lady and baby. Or Lad and Baby. This is my own meditation of this word, which ties to sacrifice to me. Let’s get to the actual meaning. I googled Laby, which is a girl names and variation of the Hebrew name Libi, which means…wait for it…my heart. https://www.babynamespedia.com/meaning/Libi

This is where things get very interesting. I googled Rinth, as in labyrinth, and was blown away.  Rinth is something that is extremely complicated or difficult to understand. WHOA!!!! Labyrinth=my heart is extremely complicated or difficult to understand. This puts the exclamation point at the end of Labyrinth! I Love it.

Notice that the rinth definition has an OR in it. The word OR is a conjunction, like AND and BUT. Or is a choice, i.e. Coffee OR Tea. So I’m going to choose the latter. Labyrinth=My heart is difficult to understand. I don’t think it’s as complicated as one may think. It’s more of a lack of understanding.

Jesus, Buddha and Homer tried to give us understanding into ourselves. However many of us can only see the walls of the labyrinth and not the deductive reasoning above the illusion blocking the ThisMe. This is where we need the influence of man’s story to see the symbols pointing to the very thread that loops around the walls of understanding to find our way out of the labyrinth a.k.a. the misunderstand of our hearts. First step we have to tie our thread to something of pure love. That’s the golden thread, which illuminates our way. There’s another step that allows us to see the lumens of the thread in the first place. That’s the role model. The practical means to navigate through the skinned knees and dog bites. It’s the realization that you are a very powerful being with great strength.

The powerful pull of your greatest weakness is the force tied to your biggest strength.  You are a superhero. Unfortunately, an oppressed superhero is imprisoned slave. The stronger you are the stronger your bars and shackles.

Does the name Jerome Siegel ring a bell? He was a man born October 17^th, 1914. Three hundred and twenty-eight years earlier on October 17^th, 1586 an English poet and diplomat named Philip Sidney who was born in Kent England died at the ripe old age of not-quite-thirty-two. He was written about by an author named Alan Stewart titled: Philip Sidney: A Double Life, which talked about the dualism of Sir Sidney’s life as a staunch politician and poet. Here’s a link to the book summary on Good Reads: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/4827676-philip-sidney 

The reason for this insert is because of the dual nature within these consequential dates between Siegel and Sidney, which I just happened upon. Jerome Siegel the writer/creator of Superman. Superman is the fictional character with dual personas that is significant in this blog. Sidney played a very significant role involving abuse of power etc. Obviously Sir Sidney was a man who saw the effects of abusive power in leadership. His poetry reflected that.

Here lies our role model. Siegel’s Clark Kent. Have you realize that Superman is the alter ego of Clark Kent and not the other way around. Sir Sidney of Kent is the Poet and not the politician. Clark Kent is the journalist (herald) and not the superhero.  The politician and the superhero are just one part of a much bigger whole.

Clark Kent is out proper role model in today’s society. We are all heralding superheroes. Trust me, we truly are. We have great power. We are not the bullet in the gun, but the Gunpowder aka Black powder, that can be used in the weapon or light the skies with fireworks. This is the reason for the oppression. Power like ours can be easily manipulated as Minos did.

Live your life as Clark Kent, a moral man who knows his strength and uses it under a secret guise. He can’t save everyone by leaping tall building in a single bound, but he can save many with the power of his pen.  Your recognition and acceptance of who you are coupled with a moral compass can finally sacrifice the Trophy of the White Bull as it was meant to be. Know your weaknesses it’s a sign post to your strength. Know your dislikes, because the hatred of others is recognition of hatred within us.  

For Godsakes…STOP CRYING for a savior or a leader to ease your pain, because that pain will only be manipulated. That Pain powers The Bullets--GET IT!

You can NOT put your fate in man. You can only truly save yourself and when you save yourself you in turn save mankind.

You and me are Theseus…THESE US…THIS US…THIS ME.

Theseus-Hero

Clark Kent-This Me

The Possession of The Zombie Golem

Part of the Human Condition is we enlarge all sorts of things in our world. Big and Large plays an important part of our Social status. Think of houses. We strive for larger homes. The more money one has, the bigger their home. The list of Bigger-is-Better is endless. 

We can see how Large goes hand-in-hand with our desires, most of the time. But what about the things we don't desire such as the things we fear or we are addicted too? Are they just as big as your desires. 

The vast movie industry has followed the Bigger-is-Better format. For example, why would Frankenstein be so tall and huge in the movies. Because he's scarier that way. The Loch Ness Monster, the Raving Werewolf, The Creature from the Black Lagoon and let's not forget BIG Foot. Have you ever seen a movie about a Midget Vampire? If so link it in the comments so I can see it too. However, that is a pretty inspirational idea.

The Bible does the same, "There was GIANT in the land..."

Jonah and the Giant Fish. The Leviathan, a Giant Sea Monster. This just completes a Bigger-is-Better capsule around one's soul and spirit....psyche and devotion. 

Since childhood I've always LOVED large monster movies. From Godzilla, Mothra, Gamera, and Giant Robots all the way to the Cloverfield Monster and Pacific Rim. To add one of my favorite Mythical creature is a Giant Chinese Dragon. It's so beautiful and long, with it's whisker-like tendrils that flow mysteriously from it's face. 

The above picture may play a significant part in my Bestseller Novel "The Weapon Worm" which isn't written yet. But I'm calling it into existence from me. It's an epic story, that is so big in my mind, I really don't know where to start. Or how to blend all facets of it together. No worries, because I'm affirming this to completion from my mind to paper. 

Believe it or not, the above picture is a juvenile serpent...a juvenile micro serpent. It species has more power than almost any creature on earth. It has the power to manipulate and control. This specific Serpent is a Parasite Stage 2 Nematode Larvae. This is particular parasite pales in comparison to some of it's cousins, which I'll get to shortly. However, it's still remarkable.

Let's talk about Pokemon just for minute. These are fictional creature made up by some imaginative Japanese creators. There's a whole kingdom of Pokemon, and it's cult following is massive. The reason I bring up Pokemon, is there ability to evolve to a Stronger version of itself. Pikachu is the star Pokemon of the series. It looks like a yellow rabbit/mouse. Pikachu has decided NOT to evolve and travel with it's trainer Ashe on different adventures. Well the Stage 3 Nematode can do the same. It will live in the grass and remain in stage 3 as long as it takes, to be eaten by an animal, i.e. a cow. It does not metaphor to an adult until it's in the Liver of host. 

http://www.sironaanimalhealth.com/your-stock/parasite-life-cycle/

Nematode are remarkable and worth the read, however it's time to move to one of it's scarier cousins, the Ophiocordyceps unilateralis. Let's call him OphioU for short. 

The OphioU, is a double hitter. It's a parasitic fungus.

Here is a video of this Zombie Creator, OphioU:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nb6VB9t5MlQ

In short this scary and remarkable creature, colonizes to takes over an ant's body, as it secretes an chemical in the ant's brain which causes a dorsal euphoria dream-like state. Therefore, taking complete control of the Ant. 

When I first heard about this parasitic fungus, I was a die hard fan of The Walking Dead. I shuddered at the fact that REAL scientist are closely studying the OphioU. The first thing that came to mind was a biological weapon created from OphioU to make whomever more dorsal and easy to control. But THEN OphioU weapon mutates, and becomes reprogrammed, to use HUMANS instead of ANTS. Hence the beginning of a Zombie Apocalypse. Don't judge, it's the writer in me.

Don't dismiss this as pure Science Fiction. If a creature out there exist, which it does, then man can very well try to recreate it. However, Mother Nature has her secret, such as Spider silk and the ability of a Bee to fly. Man, as far as I know, have not been able to recreated these hidden secrets. Copied, but not recreating the actual chemical make up. 

One more subject I'm going to bring up regarding the OphioU, is the inaccurate naming of the condition it causes, Zombism, because the Ant is alive until OphioU is ready to burst out of it. Kind of like the movie Alien. Therefore, it's not the crawling dead. If I had to use Zombie as an example I would use the Voodoo Zombie. But even that resembles reanimation. OphioU, cause more of a possessed condition. But for the sake of argument, let's stick with Zombie Parasite. 

I am a lover of Found Footage Movies, two of my favorites are Cloverfield (listed above-Giant monster) and The Atticus Institute, which is an AWESOME Mockumentary of a government known demonic possession, which they try to weaponize. In examining the possessed woman, they found a large amount of electrolytes in her system. "It was a whole other Being" one of the Government Head said.

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt3280916/

This Movie is where Science and Spirituality face off. One THINKING they are gods, and one KNOWING there's a God. I love movies that cross polar lines. 

What does all of this have to do with any of us. That's easy, it has to do with real monsters. Hebrews have a legend of a Golem. It's basically, a ancient version of Frankenstein, but with Bigger consequences. When man creates a man (The Golem) it will destroy all its path and it's unstoppable. 

You get it yet, we are the Monsters. Stick with me, I'll explain. The conditions we are in is combination of the Zombie Ant and the Hebrew Golem. We constantly need some kind of Euphoria from an outside source. This could be in the form of addiction, laziness, pride, greed and power. We live our lives vicariously through falsehoods, and we are man-made wanting the Bigger-is-Better things which is created out of the Euphoria of falsehoods. 

What controls you? Seriously, are you truly a master of your own mind? What motivates you? Is it's material goodies? Keeping up with the Jones maybe? Is it easy to get you angry? How about depressed? These are rhetoric questions use to meditate on and grow. 

Don't be a Monster created to destroy your own soul. If you can't stand up to the Monster within yourself, you will not be able to stand up to the Monsters outside yourself. You must find and love YOU, for what YOU really are. That is the true Monster Hunter that reside in all of us.  

I believe we are all Angels with just one wing and we are trying to fly, when we don't know how. And as Angels, once grounded can become demonic monsters, destroying this world from the inside out. 

It's ok and you'll be ok. Something lead you to read this. Something inside you is crying out from the darkness within. It's crying to be fulfilled but not by worldly things.

I would rather grow and learn to be wealthy, versus desiring and dreaming to be wealthy. There is a difference. You need to check your motives. 

In closing my advice to you is...
Destroy your Monster, Exorcise your Demons, Purge yourself of the Spiritual Parasites and Find your Wing.

Tree People

"What is the Symbolism of the Tree

In this way the tree of life is a symbol of a fresh start on life, positive energy good health and a bright future.  As a symbol of immortality. A tree grows old, yet it bears seeds that contain its very essence and in this way, the tree becomes immortal. As a symbol of growth and strength."

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Do you know what a Naree Pon is? Without Googling chance are you don't know. 

They are basicially Tree People

Very interesting creatures. Fact or Fiction I do not know. The below site says they are real and this is just once of the pictures of it. Visit this website. It's a very good read. 

http://legalizeplants.com/1/post/2013/06/the-naree-pon-bodies-of-the-tiny-thai-tree-people.html

Want another weird tree related example. Ok...brace yourself. This one was very disturbing to me. 

Here we go. 

Epidermodysplasia Verruciformis better know as Tree Man Syndrome
http://allthatsinteresting.com/tree-man-syndrome

If a person contracts epidermodysplasia verruciformiswart they’ll probably develop wart-like lesions all over the body. The warts sometimes progress into long, bark-like tumors. Because of this, epidermodysplasia verruciformis is also called “tree man” syndrome.

Google it and you will see other images. The article is interesting as well. 

I know you maybe asking what's the interest in Trees. Well this my friend is the reason for this Blog. 

Tree's are often associated directly with people. The above examples maybe be a hidden sign post on the road to the Mysterious Nature boundary, where fact meets fantasy. Where the absurd dares to be real. 

Tree are a symbol of the life of mankind, with it's growth touching all aspects of our lives. It's one of the few plants that has four stages to match all four seasons. 

There are different kinds of trees as they are people. You have the Palm Tree that bends with the wind. You have the mighty oak, firm and tall and the pine tree that stays consistent throughout it's life. 

Tree also represent wisdom. With it's layers of rings collecting bits of daily time. 

I have grown very attached to the lives of trees. Can believe I can very easily be a bonafide Tree-hugger. 

I have a story, still in my head. And in this story I have a woman, who talks to the spirit within a specific Tree. God is within this tree. Actually, I truly believe we can go and talk to the trees because a Divine Energy flows through them. 

Recently, I came across this YouTube Channel 17Stormy17 and he has a very interesting theory about Genesis and the Tree of Knowledge of good and evil in his Videos series named, "Who's Cain's Father" This is truly a Next Level Bible Study. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e98YWToeRwA

There are several points in this series that has resonated in my spirit. The main one was his theory about the Tree. He explains his well research theory that the Tree of knowledge and the Serpent are one and the same. Therefore the Tree itself is a metaphor for another being in the Garden of Eden with Fruit, aka knowledge, that is edible, meaning receiving knowledge. I must admit, I like that theory very much. 

The Bible is like a dream or poetry, it's full of symbolism. Fun fact after I finish reading the bible the first time, which took 9 months (yeah some kind of birth thing) I left the church and never really went back. That a Blog for another time.

As I mention above, trees store little bits of time in their rings. It's a library of sorts. And because it's a living thing, it has a vibration, therefore a frequency. 

I suggest in your journey to discovery who you really are, talk to a tree. It will help you find your own frequency. Literally trees contain the breath of life. It because of them we have oxygen to breath. 

As foolish as it may seem, humbling oneself to secretly have a conversation with a tree, and get back in tune with Nature. The fall of man is the cutting down the Tree of Life.

Dominiexcorphobia

Dominiexorphobia - A made up word for those who fear movies like the Exorcist. There may be a real name for it. If you know it put it in the comments. It's was more fun making it up than looking it up. ;-P

I once again have been bit by the inspiring blogging bug. But this thought came to me after I had shutdown my laptop and was getting ready to do the things I've been putting off all day. 

I was 12 years old when I first saw the Exorcist, which was entirely too young. And like people twice my age I was traumized by it. To date, The Exorcist and The Exorcism of Emily Rose are two of the scariest movies I've ever seen. 

I think what scared me about this movie is what scares many others. It's a core fear of being randomly pick for such an evil experience...condition. 

I was the same age that Linda Blair (Reagan) was in the movie, so of course I was sleeping with the lights on for years afterwards. I will admit, even today 50 years later, I don't like sleeping in complete darkness. And its not because of these movies, it's because of my own imagination. 

This wonderful scary imagination of mine, has open a doorway to becoming a Horror Writer. I love horror and I've zoomed in to the elements that scare us the most. For me it's the eeriness and the feeling that stays with you after the credit have rolled. 

On September 7th, 2001, CNN did a story titled: 

Archbishop: Mother Teresa underwent exorcism

http://www.cnn.com/2001/WORLD/asiapcf/south/09/04/mother.theresa.exorcism/index.html

I was completely shocked when I first heard this two decades after this article was published, I was filled with unbelief. So I researched it and Voila, eeriness illuminating from the the computer screen:

He (The Archbishop) said he noticed that while Mother Teresa was calm during the day, at night she appeared "extremely agitated." D'Souza said Mother Teresa would pull off wires and other monitoring equipment stuck to her body.

He said that is when he believed Mother Teresa "might be under the attack of the evil one." He offered to arrange for an exorcism for the elderly nun. She agreed. 

"So I said let's do the prayer of exorcism over her. So I called one of the priests who was a holy man in Calcutta," D'Souza said. "I told him, 'Please say the prayer of exorcism over Mother Teresa.' And he got a shock and said, 'Shall I pray and should I drive out the devil if it's there?'"

"I said, 'Yes, you do.' But he says, 'What will the devil do to me?' I said to him, 'You command the devil to go if he's there. In the name of the church, as archbishop, I command you to go and do it.'"

Com'on, I don't want scariness to be in my News!!! I exclaim and definitely slept with the light on and a happy movie on the TV after reading this. 

My point is this, Fear is a creature all it's own. And as long as it has a strong hold of your soul you ARE possessed. 

Calm down, don't let Dominiexcorphobia have YOU sleeping with the lights on. 

Knowing your fears tells you a lot about who you are or what you have experienced. It wasn't until I watched the Exorcist as a grown woman that I seen Reagan aka Linda Blair as vulnerable little girl who was lonely and playing with a Ouija Board which lead her to hanging out with a Being named Mr. Howdy.

What about Mother Teresa? I can't say either way about her experience, but I think for her to be the saint she was born to be, she had to conquer a opposing fear, which could have manifested. What else are spirits other than energy.

How can you save a soul when you don't understand the dark energy that haunts it. The same with Emily Rose which was a choice for her in the movie. 

Know Thyself. Pinpointing your fear(s) is a very good first step. And I'm not talking about surface fears. I'm talking about those damn near traumatic fears, maybe planted in you as a child. 

I have a cousin who had this Phobia about mushrooms. She would cry and have an anxiety attack if one pop up within her pathway. She somewhat got over it. She doesn't have the anxiety as much as she did. However, there is still is a lingering of discomfort left as a scar on her soul. We all got scars

Fighting Fungophobia (or Mycophobia) …the fear o fmushrooms. Fungophobia is a term coined by William Delisle Hay, the noted British mycologist (a person who studies fungus, including mushrooms), in 1887. He was one of the first to speak about the social or cultural fear of mushrooms that he saw in England

Her Fungophobia was more than a curiosity for me. I had to reflect on my own discomforts of mushrooms. It's not the mushroom itself, it's the fact that it is a Fungus. I don't do well with dirty water, soap scum, mold, mineral deposits and of course fungi. I still struggle with these things today. Scar on the Soul

It took someone else's fear to help me recognize my own fears. Just like the above movies. I'm sure the creators of these movies were both scared and fascinated at the same time. I would be. My best stories are the ones that sprung from a real fear. Be it ghost, demons, devils or shadows in the darkness.

We are all mirror images of each other, believe it or not. It may be a Funhouse Mirror image but an image just the same. 

We need to appreciate and learn from ALL our negative emotions and actions, be it Fear, hate, disgust, lying and so on. These are key indicators to your own psyche. 

"What you don't like in others is really what you don't like in yourself"

In a 1995 movie called, "Just Cause", Sean Connery (with his fine ass) played a Lawyer, turned Law Professor. It's a good movie. A little underrated, but still a hidden gem Crime Drama. He was interviewing a serial killer as part of his case and the criminal played by Ed Harris, with the sharp blue eyes, asked him three question, which our hero, Dr. Paul Armstrong (Connery) lied on each question. After being called out by Blair Sullivan (Harris), Dr. Armstrong said a line that will always stayed with me, "Doesn't my lies tell you as much as about me as my truths" (I'm paraphrasing). Sullivan than ask if Armstrong was a killer too. 

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0113501/

Obviously Harris recognized a similar intelligence in his Protagonist Armstrong. Excellent job by the writers, John Katzenbach (novel) and Jeb Stuart (screenplay). They were able to capture the human experience throughout that entire movie.

My point here is don't self punish or scrutinize yourself over your own negative emotions and actions. Your sins are an indicator of a Cognitive Dissonance within your soul. A misalignment of self. I'll write more on that topic at a later date. Cognitive Dissonance and Sin deserve there own Blog.

Why was I runny from the Devil? Why does The Exorcist and the Exorcism of Emily Rose bother me so much? Because I was afraid of God. How can my soul feel safe if my Protector of such evil can be ten times worse? How could I be forgiven my this Supreme Deity if I felt I wasn't worthy of forgiveness? Why does it even matter? 

It doesn't matter. All those things are Religious Demons, caused by an environment of Suffering is Holy and we are all born of sin. "A wretch like me." Sounds familiar?  

The Energy of Love needs no worshiping or ritual. The Divine It, wants you to create and live so It can experience Itself through you. And how can you do that if you are bogged down by fears. How can you pull out all your hidden powers if you are already defeated?

Fears are an aggressive cancer of the soul that can kill you by manifesting in phobia, illness and depression. It multiplies very easily. Before long you are afraid of the dark, mushrooms, scums, spiders and anything/everything else. But if you read your soul and narrow in to your greatest fear it will help you overcome that and become the greater self you were meant to be. Fear is an Energy with it's own frequency. Change your Channel. 

So did this Blog scare you (BOO!) LOL if so do you have a fear of the things that go bump in the night, or the fear of being dominated by an unseen force. Maybe you have to find your place with God, be it the Universe, A Divine Energy or Just good old fashion Pure Love. 

“Simeon and Levi are brothers;

Instruments of [a]cruelty are in their dwelling place.
6 Let not my soul enter their council;
Let not my honor be united to their assembly;
For in their anger they slew a man,
And in their self-will they [b]hamstrung an ox.
7 Cursed be their anger, for it is fierce;
And their wrath, for it is cruel!
I will divide them in Jacob
And scatter them in Israel. ---Genesis 49:5-7

This scripture speaks about the tribe of the Hebrew Priest (Levi). And it's Spot on. Jacob aka Israel, as well as his son Joseph were directly connected to God, per the story. They were prophets actually. Add the word Religious after the word "Their" and you will have a perfect match. As sad as it may be, there is much bloodshed between the pages of many Fundamental Religious text. They are a cradle of my wrath. And that Wrath nurses them into monsters, doing things in the name of God that should NEVER be done. 

Bottomline, "The Kingdom of God is within you". Look at your internal PERCEIVED enemies to find that piece of Heaven that goes with you wherever you go,  if you CHOOSE to select it over Hell. 

Be Dove-Like Serpents

We have been taught, actually programmed, to see the world as One or The Other, not in the fine lines between the two.

Fundamental Religious teachings lead us to believe that Science and Spirituality are polar opposites. When that is NOT true. They are intertwine with one another. Separating these two is retarding our own advancement. Stunting our Evolutionary Growth. 

In this willful ignorance of not thinking for ourselves allows the World Leaders and Institutions to be our Shepherds and we the Sheep. Or better yet they are Wolves in sheep clothing. To deceive and devour us, which we allow. 

• "Behold, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves; so be wise as serpents and innocent as doves." Matthew 10:16

Metaphorically, Werewolves and Wendigo, devours man. Actually once Bitten or Devoured leads to either creature.

Allow me to dive a little into this Mythical Metaphor, because there is a fine line between facts and myths. 

If you know anything about history you have probably heard of the ill-fated Donor Party. They were a group of pioneers that couldn't make it over a mountain range in the dead of winter. This resulted in an act of cannibalism to survive. 

This happen in the Northwest Sierra Nevada Mountains, which happens to be the same Northwest region that the Wendigo myth was allegedly originated. Coincidence or Fine line?

Just in case you aren't familiar with the myth of the Wendigo, it's an Algonquian folklore of a mythical cannibal monster or evil spirit. It's description varies from a ghoul, or a humanoid creature with antlers. One word sums up this creature, CANNIBAL. Cannibalism is the act of eating familiar flesh. A.K.A, eating from your own race or kind. Which indicates that this mythical creature may have once been human. Why is this important? It's a metaphor of an metaphor. We are living in a society were we are devoured. Not by flesh but my soul from Wendigos in tailored suits and fat wallets.    

We do have a choice to be either SHEEPs turned to soulless mutton or innocent Dove-Like Serpents, who is wising up and joining a wakening consciousness. 

In the Academy Award movie the Silence of the Lamb, Jodi Foster’s role ran away with just one lamb as a child to stop the crying, hence its name. Ironically, it does start with one lamb. If we can stop the crying caused by being eating alive of just one soul, we can save the world. You can save the world.

I'm sharing this information because I've been ministered to by an Unseen Force, which I'm not able to hear the complete messages...YET. But certain information I read or hear resonates in my soul where it stays. Such as the connection between science and spirituality, or a dove and a serpent 

"When the Student is ready the Teacher will appear."

Slowly I am becoming ready. Collecting gold nuggets of information that seems to connect dots. And as gold, it shimmers in my soul and feeds my spirit. 

My message today I feel…I think, is to focus only on ONE thing and that's the gray area between established lines. It doesn't matter if you believe in God or not. Pssst, I strongly feel it really doesn't matter to the Divine Purpose. There is an Energy, that binds and animates all things. Sadly sheep are asleep and can't tap into this Divine Energy. You must be at peace (The Dove) and wise (the serpent). And this Chimera starts with a question. The first step to awakening is to recognize that you were asleep. "Who am I, what am I, why am I?"

It's my job...my calling to alarm you, as I am alarming myself, regardless of how many times you hit the Snooze button. Waking up is still waking up. Some are able to jump right up and others like myself hit the snooze button and walk around in a lucid dream-like state of consciousness.  I AM creating Interference for myself and for you. 

The more I study the louder I will become. I started this Blog over 3 years ago, stating I'm waking up. And now I'm blogging to get the information out of me and into a platform to share. 

I am in that gray fine line between Science AND Spirituality. And it feels good here. Gray is not an ugly color. It's rich and saturated with array of shades. This Gray Heavenly Place brings me confirmation and strength with a clear mind to achieve this blessed goal.

To Heal is to Learn. To stay willfully ignorant is to suffer.

In this world of matter one must have a measure of Faith even if it's in yourself. 

Amen Asa And so it is.